In the past always reach class quite early jus to prevent frm meeting face to face to 't' but now ended up everyday have to wait for frenz till 8.15am the latest ...haizz ... for the lst few wks always late for class ... nvm ... then always happen to see 'them' i really feel kind of duno how to continue to say sia ... whenever i saw 't' at the control station, i feel like saying 'hi' to 't' , but i really dun have the encourage sia ... coz i really dun dare to face't' , can say i am timid but i really abit scare , coz every morning when i see 't' all like very de fierce ... i really duno tis issue will carry on till when sia ... maybe even after grad the problem still wont solve sia or forever ... at time really feel like crying sia ... coz i really duno wht to do ... haizzz ... wht shall i do ... really lost ... sadden